Confessionals - Week 1

[Karen O'Neil]

So, it's just after the HoH challenge and we're now just waiting to see who Jason, Rachel nominate.

In speaking to Rachel last night apparently we were both approached by Russell saying this... "So I have something important to talk to you about when you get the chance. From what I heard your name along with mine and Rachel's are being brought up by someone." He later came to both myself and Rachel, separately and indicated that it was Cassandra who said this. At first I believed it but I'm not so sure, I mean Russell outed the Mafia alliance of 5 within a week. Why should I start trusting him now?

I don't know, maybe Cassandra did say that but I don't see why. I tried talking to her but as usual you don't get very much back from that woman when you even try talking to her. I just wanted to see where her head is at, ya know.

So, anyhow. I think at this point that Rachel is thinking of nominating her for saying this. I think it's too early for that. Rachel should play it a little safer this round. She plays really hard really fast and people are onto her. She thinks otherwise but people have already said they know who she is despite her trying to be sneaky about her identity. It's all so stupid.

These people are not only bringing in their own season's drama from THIS series but they're bringing in other drama from other games period. I want to slap these people sometimes.

I'm having a hard time keeping up the contact with some people. I try to talk to as many people when I can but people will just stop talking to me. Am I boring or something? Hmmm... don't you guys answer that.

I guess we just wait around for nominations. Boring!

[James Rhine]

You're one of my picks to win!

Kick ass girl

[Karen O'Neil]

Awe. That's awesome of you, James. <3 Thank you! I will certainly do my best.

[Karen O'Neil]

Conversation with Jason.


Nick Star:
I know! Lol I'm feelin better already
So do you like the game so far?


Karen:I do like the game so far. Sorry, I had to step away for a few. It just seems like people are getting in a little over their heads so quickly.

Nick Star:
Yep and those people are in trouble this week
Me and Rachel decided on noms together

Karen:
Oh really?
I thought that you guys might do that.


It wasn't a long thought but I thought maybe, ya know.

Nick Star:
Yea it just made sense cause I have no enemies really so was at a total loss on who to put up.

Karen:
I don't have any enemies either. I'm not like targeting anyone or bringing in old game drama.
I just want to play.


Nick Star:
Yea same here. I don't fight with people

Karen:
I don't like to at all, really. I will stick up for myself if I have to. However, I hate arguing.


Nick Star:
Yea same here but Im putting up jun as my target. If you would vote her, that'd be great

Karen:
Do you know if that's going to be majority vote?

Nick Star:
In not sure really. Usually people just do what the hoh wants week 1


Nick Star:
But if my other nominees leaves, I wouldn't care really lol

Karen:
Oh, lol. I'll make sure I at least talk to people to see where majority is at and what ever I find out I'll let you know.
So, I'll see what I can do to make sure you get what you want. :-)


Nick Star:
Ok thanks. I'll campaign some myself also. Jun is just a loose cannon and she's not anyone I'd trust enough to ever work with in the future
So while we have no problems. I just don't see potential there for a loyal ally

Karen:
I can totally see your point.


Nick Star:
Chima is the other nominee
And she's equally untrustworthy

Karen:
I haven't even spoken to Chima.


Nick Star:
Well from what I hear she has asked several people for final 2 deals

Karen:
Oh reallY? Already? Wow.

Nick Star:
And she kinda just kisses up and tells you what you wanna hear


Nick Star:
So it wouldn't be awful if she left either

Karen:
I see. Well then maybe it's a good thing I haven't spoken to her yet.
haha


Nick Star:
Yeah once they go up, both are gonna freak out

Karen:
Probably.
lol

[Karen O'Neil]

So, basically Rachel controlled what he's doing if that's how his nominations go. Reason why is because he first said he didn't have any enemies and then he is like totally bad mouthing Jun and Chima. WTF, is this kid for real. Ugh. I swear after talking to ONE person in this game I have to reevaluate my intelligence to make sure it's in check.

What makes me question him right now is he was so quick to tell me who he was nominating so I know, if he's smart, it's sort of a test to see where I stand with Jun and possibly Chima. Yeah, I talk to Jun and I assume Jun thinks we will be working together but blah... I'm not going to run and tell her I heard she's being nominated. I r not stewpid. *rolls eyes* Still waiting just thought that was an interesting conversation.

[James Rhine]

*does the shuffle*

Go Karen! Go Karen!

[Karen O'Neil]

LOL Thanks, James <3 That PoV wasn't easy. I think I'm officially a BBR expert. Seriously! Okay, maybe not an expert but yeah.

I'm actually really glad I won this PoV because this will force people to talk to me the first week. So, I'm going to use this to my advantage to build good relationships with as many people as possible. Not necessarily make deals but at least be friendly and social. Woo! I'm excited.

So far I have only heard from Chima. Chima sent me a PM basically asking if I had thought any about the vote. Which, to be honest, I haven't. In her message she seemed desperate. I had to laugh because it was almost whiny. Bitch, don't whine to me about being nominated or not winning PoV. Blah. LOL. Anyhow, I guess we'll just wait this out and see who talks to me.

[Karen O'Neil]

Holy mother of ... I was just bombed with IMs on AIM. Wow... Details coming to a theater near you!

[Karen O'Neil]

Alright, here's a rundown of everything from earlier when I was bombed.

First I started talking to Parker. Parker I've spoken to before and I really enjoy talking to him. He seems like a nice enough kid. He's talked about how excited he was to be going to a Culinary School. He's talked about himself and things that are going on with him and then he'll talk a little game, but not a whole lot. He indicated that he doesn't expect me to use the Veto on him. He didn't even ask if I'd vote to keep him. He was just nice about it all.

Cassandra, on the other hand, came right at me and was like if you keep me safe I'm totally willing to work with you. Like WTF?! She talked about how well we worked together towards the end of our season and the like. I was thinking the whole time. Are you stupid? First off, I don't need her. So, offering to work with me as if she'd be doing ME a favor when I AM the one who just won PoV is a bit much. Second, If I were to save her I'd be committing BBR All-Stars 3 suicide. She's the target. She was just nominated by someone who will more than likely keep me safe for a while and she expects me to go against the grain. Ugh. Third, Cassandra - you're boring as hell and the only reason you won was because Josh is a cry baby. Ugh.

I spoke to Nick for the first time and he was really interested in knowing if I was going to use the PoV or not. I told him I hadn't made a decision yet. Which is a lie because NO ONE uses the PoV week 1 unless they're a nominee. It's just a general rule. Anyhow, I found out later that the reason he's so interested is because apparently he would be one of five options for a replacement nominee. 1/5 and he's THAT paranoid. Oie, that says a lot about a player.

Let me think, who else did I talk to that was relevant. I spoke to Jun. Jun didn't have much to say other than she hopes she can trust me kind of thing. Which, for now, she can. I just don't know where the votes are going right now to be able to tell her for sure one way or the other so I at least told her I'd do my best to find out. Which I am.


More later...

[Karen O'Neil]

Alright, I'm smelling an alliance or alliances somewhere. This vote has been the most split vote I've ever come across. At least that's what I'm being led to believe. One minute it's Parker, the next it's majority for Cassandra. Same with the Naughty side... one minute everyone wants Jun out the next it's Chima. Someone/someones wanting to create a lot of chaos early in this game. What's the purpose in that?

Seriously, Drew and Amy and I are like WTF do we do? Drew's not telling me something either. I think he's trying to get me to vote with one of those alliances without knowing about it. Naughty naughty Drew. The sad part is I'd benefit more with him around so he's not a target at all.

At this point I have a "lets work together" kind of deal with Amy, Britney, Jun, and Drew. None of them know I have that with the other though. I'm not sure what to do with it either at this point.

I promised Jun I wouldn't vote for her, so I think my vote is going to be Chima/Cassandra. Not sure about that yet though.