Week 8

["Evel Dick" Donato]

It's week 8.. my boy Dom just got scumbagged out of the game by Russ and Lori. I was pretty pissed they sold us out and joined Rachel... but now there is a counter movement (led by yours truely). It's the out crowd (myself, Cassandra, Parker and Josh) against the cool kids club. I feel like even though alliances have been shifting, I'm always out of the loop and left to rally up the misfits. Their team may be stacked with some of the best competitors in Recycled history.. but we have heart and we'll put up a fight. Me and my merry band of misfits are goin to war baby! I'm fired up now. That bitch Ratchel needs to go down in flames.

["Evel Dick" Donato]

So Lori's HoH and has promised to keep me off the block, which she has done so far... Parker and I came up with a master plan to force Lori to put up one of her own people (Parker has a bronze veto to save himself from his pandora's box during his HoH and the plan was for me to win the PoV and use it on Josh, leaving Lori no choice but to nominate Cassandra and one from her side). So I went balls to the wall for that PoV and of course... I get perfect scores, but so does Rachel. CAN THIS BITCH SERIOUSLY LOSE ALREADY??! Its so frustrating.. sooo after like 3 or 4 tiebreakers, I screwed up and realized after-the-fact that I had been doing the challenge wrong (it was closest to the answer without going over) so of course the bitch comes out on top again. I felt like it was a cheap way of winning when the rules weren't explained to us properly which cost me the most important veto of the season... so I went off on Julie and James when they refused to admit it was essentially wrong what they did...

But regardless Rachel won it through that mess of a challenge... and now im fucked. The plan is doomed, and it looks like it will be Josh and Cass on the block if Lori keeps her word.. but who knows, she could do a curveball and throw me up there. Im honestly tired of playing with a bunch of snakes and Rach/Drew have been my targets for how long now? My spirits are crushed... I feel like the biggest failure here. Dom's gone and the only reason they are keeping me around is because im a pathetic player who can't win shit. And yet again in this week's PoV I proved them right. Im tired of fighting against everyone and at this point if Lori did put me up and I do get evicted I don't think I'd be too upset about it. With Dom gone and nobody on my side.. and a ton of nasty people who hate my guts running the show and winning everything, the game just isn't fun to play anymore. It's taken an ugly ugly turn for the worse and I'm just.. really over it all. UGHhh

["Evel Dick" Donato]

Hey Rachel... I may not have won the veto, but I'm about to flip the script on you anyway. I think I may have just organized the greatest power shift in Recycled history.

Better hold on, storm's a comin'...