Confessionals - Week 5

[Karen O'Neil]

dpd2108: Thank you i appreciate it
survivorsucks01: For the record I was told about the alliance from someone in it. It wasn't something I just made up.
survivorsucks01: I have a feeling they may have lied to me about some of the members
dpd2108: Yeah i understand. Id probs believe it too if someone made such a bold statement
dpd2108: I just hink it pissed off a lot of ppl in the game
survivorsucks01: I'm sure it did, and I know I'm a huge target.
dpd2108: I think everybody would still love to hear whoit is who said it so theres no more smoke and mirrors
dpd2108: Its probably take the heat off of yu too
dpd2108: Itd
survivorsucks01: I know, the problem I have with that is this... they've been very loyal to me and I'd be literally throwing them under the bus for no reason at all.
survivorsucks01: So like if I do tell people it would take a lot for me to do that.
survivorsucks01:
dpd2108: Yeah i know its hard
dpd2108: But you have to hinkmabout ifmyoure willig to go down for a friend
dpd2108: And how good of a friend is it that gave you jisinformation and turned a lotmof pplmagainst you for no reason?
dpd2108: Thats not really a good friend
dpd2108: Misinformation
dpd2108: But its your game yaknow?
survivorsucks01: Yeah, and you make some really good points. It's definatly something I'll have to think about.
survivorsucks01: I know I won't win this game I just want to make jury at this point. haha
dpd2108: Yeah im the same way
dpd2108: I expect to be up every week i dont win
dpd2108: Im absolutely on my own
dpd2108: And ive been so off with the voting this season
survivorsucks01: Yeah me too
dpd2108: Im outta touch
survivorsucks01: AT this point I just feel like I have no one so I don't feel safe at all.
dpd2108: I think youd redeem yourself if you just said the person whomtold you this
dpd2108: Youd win some allies
dpd2108: And id definitely change my opinion ofmyou
dpd2108: Of you
survivorsucks01: Hold on BRB my son needs his asthma medicine.
dpd2108: Ook
survivorsucks01: Okay, I'm back.
survivorsucks01: I understand what you're saying and I know that I have a lot to think about now because I'm such a huge target.
dpd2108: I think eveybody already suspects someone
dpd2108: Not only for doig his but also makignconflicting vote promises
dpd2108: It would just confirm what everyines already hinking
dpd2108: Idk its your call
survivorsucks01: Ah. I figured people may have already suspected someone. How do I know I'll be safe though? I mean I have no allies nothing really to back me up
survivorsucks01: Or no one, I should say
dpd2108: I hink youd at least not be the target for eviction this week
dpd2108: Which is important since you cant play in the hoh
dpd2108: I mean i cant say for sure how ppl would talk it but i tu8nk heyd definitely warm up to you
dpd2108: Take
survivorsucks01: Yeah,
dpd2108: And lkke we all pretty much know who it is
dpd2108: It would just confrim it
survivorsucks01: Okay, you've totally given me something to think about.

[Karen O'Neil]

So basically what Dick is telling me is that they want to know who told me and for that they'll keep me safe for one week. Is this guy for real. First of all, if I'm going to throw someone under the bus like that then one week just isn't enough. Second, he's saying he "they" pretty much already know who told me they just want confirmation. *smh* So, when I want someone to fess up to being in the alliance none of the will budge and won't tell me a thing but then they expect me to tell them who told me about all this. Really?

I just can't believe these people.

[Karen O'Neil]

ryouseiken17: Plus think about it this way... we're down to the final ten now so we need 4 votes minimum to get whoever we want out from now on, that number steadily declining as more people leave. If we got those two on board and one of us five won HoH every round from then on, we'd virtually have complete control.

This is just theorizing on my part but it's something to consider maybe.
ryouseiken17: Considering Josh & Rach are trustworthy.
survivorsucks01: Well they've been trust worthy to me in the past.
ryouseiken17: xD I realize with that it'd be Season 11 + Parker.
ryouseiken17: lol
survivorsucks01:
ryouseiken17: Fun fun if it was to happen. I mean at the very least I trust you four WAAAAAAAAY more than I do Dick or Russell.
survivorsucks01: Well Dick and Russell just like to lie I think
survivorsucks01: and then they run and tell someone everything you just told them.
ryouseiken17: Exactly. Dick's a sleazy player, very shady, likes to think he's in control. On a personal level I'd want to put his ass up but strategically, it might be smarter to put up Russell or Lori; don't know for sure really.
survivorsucks01: Russell and Lori are working together again, that much I'm pretty sure about.
ryouseiken17: I see... Porsche I think is the biggest challenge threat.
ryouseiken17: She won an HoH, PoV, and nearly snatched several other competitions up.
survivorsucks01: Yeah but I like Porsche.
ryouseiken17: Oh I do too, don't get me wrong xD She's a sweetheart. But we'll eventually have to get her out if we want any chance of winning I think, I mean socially and competitively she's already in a good place.
survivorsucks01: Yeah, I can't disagree with that.


Is he fucking for real or is he just playing me? Because seriously if we do this five man alliance with one of our alliance members being HoH then this works. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

[Karen O'Neil]

Woo! I'm safe this week for now. There could always be some elaborate plan to back door me, I just need to try hard for Veto.

[Karen O'Neil]

dpd2108: This game suck
dpd2108: S
dpd2108: Im soo not in the know
survivorsucks01: You mean the veto or the game itself.
dpd2108: Ive literally voted not in the majority in almost every eviction
survivorsucks01: So you think because of that that you don't know what's going on in the game?
survivorsucks01: You probably know more than I do.
dpd2108: Lol hats a good sign hat a player isnt in the loop
dpd2108: Its been evey eviction
survivorsucks01: Don't you have anyone that you're close to in the game?
dpd2108: Not really anymore
dpd2108: A lot of the ppl I liked have been evicted lol
survivorsucks01: yeah, same here.
dpd2108: And rachel and josh literally havent imed me once
dpd2108: They cant even be bothered to pm me
dpd2108: Lol
dpd2108: Thats a sin that ppl dont feel the need to get to know you bc ur a goner anyway loll
dpd2108: Sign
survivorsucks01: Maybe that's how I should feel because certain people don't bother messaging me either.
dpd2108: Yeah
survivorsucks01: I'm just trying to do my best and it's not working out so well.
dpd2108: I think youre in a better positionthan i am
survivorsucks01: I don't know about that. lol
dpd2108: Yeah
dpd2108: Dont you feel like you gotplayed?
dpd2108: By the person who shall not be named who fed you false info
dpd2108: And essentially ensured that youd never win his game
dpd2108: Bc u pissed like everybody off lol
dpd2108: So even if you made ittothe end you wouldnt have jury votes
dpd2108: Thats a great friend
survivorsucks01: I'm kind of at a crossroads with that.
survivorsucks01: I'm not sure how to feel right now, ya know
dpd2108: Id be rethinkig my game
dpd2108: Thats messed up to do to a friend and ally
survivorsucks01: Yeah, I hate talking about it
dpd2108: Why stick with someone who essentially rui
dpd2108: Ruined your chances at ever winning?
dpd2108: If those are allies who needs enemies
dpd2108: You always have options
dpd2108: But its your game at the end of the day
survivorsucks01: That's true. I'm torn, like I said. I hate just being like "so and so told me this" especially if that person is loyal to me.
dpd2108: But that person ruined your game
dpd2108: So id rehink that loyal part
dpd2108: Unless your playing for that person to win
dpd2108: And your just a martyr sacrificig your game
survivorsucks01: Like I said, I understand what you're saying and all that you've said is very good things to consider but right now I'm focused on Veto and the other topic as far as me "outting" who told me what isn't going to happen tonight.
survivorsucks01: Besides why is it so important to people that I tell who told me if they were wrong anyways.
dpd2108: Well that mistake sent people out of this game
dpd2108: Includig myself had i not won the veto and saved myself
dpd2108: And it also miht win back juy votes
dpd2108: Jury
dpd2108: Like I said its your game. It just doesnt seem like ur playing to win if you let ppl do that to you with no repercussions
survivorsucks01: I am playing to win. But you're telling me that if I don't out the person who told me that I'm going to lose, why?
survivorsucks01: Because the jury is bitter?
dpd2108: Bc you wrogfully sent ppl home and made others targets.. and hen protected the person who did it
dpd2108: It makes you look like you got playyed
survivorsucks01: How did I wrongfully send anyone home?
survivorsucks01: I put people on the block, I couldn't vote for the people I put on the block.
survivorsucks01: You people voted not me.
dpd2108: Yeah but u made noms gased on that info which was total bs
survivorsucks01: No, I didn't make my nominations based ONLY on that info.
survivorsucks01: Jason is a good player, so is Russell
dpd2108: And me?
survivorsucks01: Of course you too
survivorsucks01: but I was thinking of my final nominations.
dpd2108: Okay thats good to know
survivorsucks01: You're making it seem like everything I do is based off what I hear from others, and it's not.
survivorsucks01: I observe like you wouldn't believe.
survivorsucks01: You really think it's concidence that certain people aren't talking to me anymore?
dpd2108: I think you're guna get played again by that same personnwho did it the first time
dpd2108: You should observe that
dpd2108: If theres a power shift youll be expendible
survivorsucks01: I observe everything but why are you telling me how to play?
survivorsucks01: Come on, you act as if I suck at this entire game.
dpd2108: Im just tryi ti help you
survivorsucks01: So apparently you know how everyone is going to vote at the end of this game.
survivorsucks01: That's what I just observed.

[Karen O'Neil]

dpd2108: You said it
dpd2108: You agreed that a large portion of he house is pissed at you for implicating hem in phoney alliances
dpd2108: Why would they vote for you to win?
survivorsucks01: Why did the majority vote out Jason. I don't know?
survivorsucks01: That's a long ways away.
dpd2108: Whats that supposed to mean?
survivorsucks01: It's just you're sitting here telling me that the jury isn't going to vote for me unless I tell them who gave me the information.
survivorsucks01: When realistically you have no idea how others are going to vote.
survivorsucks01: Beyond that, that's too far ahead for my brain to be focused on.
dpd2108: Its cool.. you clearly have no concern for winning back the opinions of those youve alienated
dpd2108: Myself included
dpd2108: Thats interesting
dpd2108: Sounds like ur pretty comfortable
dpd2108: Lots of ppl are observing too
dpd2108: why dont u wanna talk to me anymore?
survivorsucks01: I haven't alienated anyone. If anything I'm trying but people ignore me.
survivorsucks01: I'm must trying to do veto, that's all.

[Karen O'Neil]

I don't understand Dick at all. He just made a side deal with me. No alliance persay (which tells me he's already in an alliance - duh) but a deal that we don't nominate each other and that we don't vote each other out if we are on the block.

I was sort of dumbfounded by it because first the guy calls me out, then he lays a guilt trip on me, and now he wants a side deal? WTF is up with this kid. Oie. This makes my brain hurt.

[Karen O'Neil]

Aug 18, 2012 22:29:36 GMT -6 Porsche Briggs said:

Haha! Byee Lori!

Hummmm, what to say? Good Luck to the very small amount of people here that are not totally fake ;D Really I am not upset or bitter, nor a drama queen which is what I know you will try and blame the things I will say on when you talk to the other people you are being all fake to until you turn your back on them. I speak nothing but the ugly truth take it how you will.

Drew, everyone (well almost everyone I am sure some people won't believe it until later) knows that you are a liar and are playing each and every side that you can. If I were to ask for a show of hands from all the players that you have promsed total loyalty to I would guess that more than half the house would raise their hands. You throw your own allies under the bus and get other people to target them while you sit there and watch, I don't see you winning this game playing like that. I am sure Jason would have to agree there seeing you swore things to him and promised him a vote then stabbed him in the back. Drew=a sheep that promises more then 1 nominee his vote at the eviction If you have to play dirty and lie to get ahead, you really don't have much real game to speak of and you are the 1 player that would never get this girl's vote to win in the end

There was no dream whatever alliance Karen, sorry your game was affected because someone you trusted lied to you. I hope that you are careful with the info they give you in the future as they did not care how they affected your personal game by lying to you like that <3

Parker, again fake fake fake I hope you enjoyed your HOH win. When I was in a position to help you I was your best friend and when you got the same punishment in the veto I did came to me saying you hope that one of us could win the HOH, then the other the POV and if not that the other would put up someone they could stay against. When your name came up I tried to keep you in the clear on more than 1 occasion and I strongly feel that you are nowhere near the top of anyone's priority list in this game anymore. This game is for All Stars, not those that ask to be evicted but sure chance 3 and you still don't seem to be getting it right.

Rachel, I knew you were playing me and just discussing with Karen anything we talked about.

I am off to enjoy my free time with no stress way too much bs flying around in here for me anyways

Good Luck to everyone else and Karen, I hope you don't feel I was saying anything negative to you, I just wanted you to know that you were 110% lied to and the reason for your nominations last round wasn't actually real and you got rid of a strong player that would have actually had your back over some that obviously used you for selfish reasons.

Here's the thing about what Porsche said. How would she know FOR SURE there was never any alliance called the Dreamcatchers unless she was actually apart of it. This is what I mean about people saying things that only proves their lying. People need to be really careful with that because I'm getting better at this and I'm getting even better at reading between the lines. Recycled series has made me a much better player.

[Chenbot]

BB Recycled, changing lives :')