Confessionals - Week 4

[Karen O'Neil]

I did it, damn it. Here I was all bummed out because I thought that my dozing off for a half hour screwed me over big time and come to find out that my competition... well, what competition?!? Did they even try? This is so awesome. Especially after finding out that Jason is wanting me out. Oh whoops, guess you should have voted and played in HoH, dumbass.

This whole guy alliance thing needs to be squashed and now. Rachel and I will definitely be talking about this later. No quick rash decisions. So, I know there's another alliance out there as well. I just wish I knew who was in it. I know that Lori, Russell and Porsche are all together. Dick and Dominic are probably together somewhere. I really have no idea who I can trust. Blah, It's frustrating.

Well, I need to make a move this week and turn this house upside down. This will be for my girls. Britney, Amy and Jun.

[Karen O'Neil]

Oh let's not forget the whole season 9 alliance rumor. Jason I don't trust at all because after he was on the block and I voted for him he completely stopped talking to me. Perhaps he should talk to me now. Douchebag! Oh and this whole other alliance that's big and I only know a few members for sure. Blah whatever, Karen is not stupid. I am not stupid. None of these people want to align with me because they know I'm a fighter. If I were in an alliance I'd feel safe and not need to fight but if they want me to fight my way through this game bring it on.

LOL @ Dick and Jason being the first to offer me deals and kiss my ass. Dick's deal I might take... Jason's though he's only guaranteeing me one week of safety. And I think he'll go back on it in a heart beat.

[James Rhine]

Im proud of you Karen! Show the house who's boss <3

#TeamRhine

[Karen O'Neil]

Hello there my fellow Houseguest, and welcome to this week's Nomination Ceremony. As the "Nice" Head of Household it is my duty to nominate two of the "Naughty" houseguest for eviction this week.

This hasn't been an easy decision for me at all. I've spent hours going through a number of scenerios. However, a decision has to be made. So... I'll begin by pulling the first key.






























Jason, you are safe!



























*Jason pulls the next key*






























Josh, you are safe!



























*Josh pulls the final key*






























Parker, you are safe!















That means I have nominated Dick and Russell for eviction this week.


Russell, we haven't really spoken much other than pre-game. I know you're an amazing player and this wasn't an easy decision for me. I am sorry. :-(



Dick, same thing. You spoken to me 3 times and twice was just the last day or so. Communication is key in a Big Brother game. I've enjoyed the brief chats we've had and hope you don't hate me after this. :-(


I wish you both luck in the Veto!


This nomination ceremony is adjourned.

[Karen O'Neil]

My big HoH confessional. Well I must say that originally I went into this wanting to nominate Jason. However, Jason was one of the first ones to come to with a deal. The deal was that I am safe from nomination the next time he wins HoH.

Now, Dick basically offered me the same thing but Dick doesn't seem to be that great at competitions. The other thing about Dick is he hadn't really said anyting to me until it got out that I went for a really long time in the HoH competition. I don't know how people knew that but people were messaging me saying... "I heard you went for a long time in the HoH competition." I was like...what? How do these peopele know. I think I only told Rachel and Drew how long I posted for. Hmmm... interesting.

Anyways, I think that Jason is underestimating my intelligence. Last night I wanted to test him to see what he'd say after i told him what my nominations were proably going to be. He said that nominationg Russhole is a bad idea. He wouldn't do it because he's probably stay and that if I were going to nominate Russhole I needed to make a deal with him before-hand. Jason also told me that I would be better off and safer if I were to nominate Josh and/or Parker. So that right there tells me that if there is a guy alliance that Josh and Parker are at the bottom of the totum pole and that Russhole is higher up the food chain.

Rachel and I were chatting for hours last night, and we were both talking to Nick and Jason. We were constantly observing the way Jason and Nick would respond to us and what they'd say about others. The way it came across is that Jason is running this guys alliance and not only is Russhole at the top but so is Nick. The reason I say that is because things Jason would say to me Nick would turn around and say similar things to Rachel right after. Dick and Dom are somewhere in the middle and Drew, Josh, and Parker are at the bottom.

Now putting all that together I think that Jason is also working with Porsche. I'm pretty sure that Porsche and Lori are working together. Beyond that Lori and Russhole are a package deal so I think that's one other alliance possibly right there. The most important part of all this is that I think Porsche and Jason are "working" with the most people. I think they are in the best position in the house right now.

Porsche doesn't say much about anyone but it's the fact that no one says anything bad about her or tries to throw her name out there as a threat that makes me think this. I mean the girl has won one of the Head of Household competitions and no one seems to be worried about her or have anything bad to say about her at all.The only ones that did are not out of the game.

I think in the next few weeks Drew or Rachel need to get HoH again and put up Porsche and Jason. I, personally, don't want to be the one to put them both up because which ever one stays in the house is someone I need to work with. That being said I think that Porsche is less likely to come after me than Jason.

I wish I saved the conversation I had with Jason and Nick last night because it revealed a lot about what's going on in this game and supported rumors of alliances.

Last night when I caught onto where Parker stood in all this I started talking game with him. Which is something I haven't done before and I pitched to him a possible alliance. I then proceeded to ask him who he tought we could get to align with us. He then asked what I thought of Drew and I was honest with him. That I feel like I can trust Drew. To test Parker, however, I said that he should be the one to talk to Drew. I did this because I didn't want to make it obvious how close Drew and I really are. Although some people might already assume that I don't want to do things that support the idea.

I could be wrong about all of this but It's amazing what you can pick up on just by watching simple things like who replies to you how quickly, what two different people say but the similiarity of the topic. Even simple things like who's online when and who goes offline at the same time. A good friend taught me that it's those little things that really clue you into what's going on.

[Karen O'Neil]

Only an hour left for Veto and no admins are online. :-( *scared*

[Karen O'Neil]

This week has been crazy. I don't understand why these none of these people will fess up to being in that big alliance. I feel like my intelligence is being insulted. It's easy to see who is talking to who. I mean when three people suggest the same thing at the same time it's not hard. Nick, Jason, Lori. Oh and before I even said or knew anything about how many people were in the alliance Jason slips and says "I know nothing about a 6 person alliance" lmao, I reply "... uh I never said anything about it having 6 people in it" DEAD SILENCE. Oh, and Porsche slips and says to Rachel "How did you figure out our alliance name?" bwahahahahaha.

I realize I've just put a huge target on my back but it's not as if I didn't have one there before. I mean for there to be a big alliance out there and I'm not it in it only says one thing... that they were going to come after me at some point.

Now Jason, and Dick are both trying to call me out as a liar. I know this sounds childish, but it takes one to know one. I just know these people are lyin to me too so they are no better than I am.

Rachel said she's getting sick of them grouping us together yet we discuss everything together? Come on Rach, they're going to group us together no matter what and if you hate it so bad then why don't you join their side so you can be grouped with them.

The way these people play, how hypocritical they are, how much they lie, how fake they are (I guess that goes along with lying) how they try to play mind games with me when I know full well that's what they're doing - it all just boggles me. As if the mind games couldn't get any worse than last season. I've lost my patience. I truly have.

At this point neither Nick or Lori has come to me asking for me to keep them safe. Maybe I pushed a little too hard to fast but I feel like I had no other options. I wasn't just going to sit here and let these people attempt to make a fool out of me by lying.

[Karen O'Neil]

bigbrorec11: Let's talk for a bit
survivorsucks01: ok
bigbrorec11: Karen, I know you're gonna wanna kill my face with a spatula after I tell you...but there's something I have to get off my chest that's been eating at me since week 1. Porsche came up to me week one and offered me an alliance. She's like "me, you, Jason, and Lori. I know you and Lori have your differences but I think you guys can work it out" So I said yes and they're the ones that have been causing all the chaos. Week one, they were the ones trying to keep Chima over Jun..and when I evicted her, Porsche's like "Your vote sent her home" and trying to send me on a guilt trip. I'm truly sorry I didn't tell you earlier, but I felt like I would have been screwed one way or another if I opened my mouth...so I just sat there and didn't say anything
survivorsucks01: I respect your honesty.
survivorsucks01: and I'm not mad at you.
survivorsucks01: So what are they planning to do now?
survivorsucks01: do you know?
survivorsucks01: or did they boot you from the alliance after week 1
bigbrorec11: I think they kinda booted me out at the end of last week...because I haven't been hearing much of them....but I know Lori's not going to save Russell. They will keep each other safe.

[Karen O'Neil]

Yay, finally I'm getting somewhere with these people. Oh they were gunning for me too. Probably still are.

[Karen O'Neil]

Guess who just slipped and confirmed another member, I think.

lorivalenti23: have i done something to cross you?
survivorsucks01: No, other than your name was mentioned as being in the alliance and for someone reason everyone who was mentioned won't fess up
survivorsucks01: So I've been told who is in the alliance by two different people. Same names.
lorivalenti23: what did nick say?


Never said anything about Nick... so oops2Lori


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lorivalenti23: well im not part of any guys alliance or anything like that. im hardly ever on and have been sucking to be honest. yeah i have made deals and stuff but everyone has. idk. i just think it would be best to keep me with how the numbers are going